Fear is a condition of the heart

For the longest time, i have never been afraid of anything. Now i am suddenly afflicted with it. Fear is not a condition i am used to. Why have i suddenly become so afraid? Wad has happened that has suddenly penetrated my shield of invulnerability? I cannot understand. I don't understand. Fear has always been attributed to as one of man's weaknesses, a vestige of the brute before and the brute within. Living my life as a deeply logical thinker, i have never been exposed to fear of such a primal nature. I once read a book which taught me how to control my thoughts and my emotions. It said that when a person feels certain emotions, such as happiness, anger, joy, sadness, guilt, disappointement, even fear, one can first learn to control it by immersing oneself in the wholeness of the emotion, then slowly letting it go.. bit by bit. But fear of such a nature i have not experienced for such a long time has rendered it immensely difficult to place under control. Which is perhaps i decided to blog about this. Don't worry my friends, i am okay, just needed a place to get this weight off my chest. Blogging is remarkably therapeutic. Haha.. =)

Well.. i think things will turn out fine in the end. As always.


Cheerios people! =)