Its such a nice place. =) Unfortunately, the time which i can remain there is transient. Sigh. The mountain came, and was conquered. With ease. I have to look for more mountains to climb, and more challenges to overcome. Perhaps, I think to myself, one day i'll climb a mountain to heaven. And finally get to remain there. Free... without the shackles of this mortal coil. Ah....
For now though, I'm at a major crossroads in my life. I wish that perhaps i knew 5 years ago what i knew now, that i could have come to this crossroad earlier, instead of wasting those years wandering in the waste. But i guess the worst kind of regret is not for what you did, but for what you didnt do. So many things left undone, yet so many other things achieved. Would i have traded what i have now for what i could have had? That's a very hard question to answer. Mebbe with hindsight in yet another 5 years i will find the answer. For now, all i can do is continue walking. Which way though? Which way...
