Its almost time.
Within the next 3 months, i will go through what will probably be the hardest yet the most exhilarating part of my university life. They say that there is always a lull, a period of utter and complete silence, before a storm breaks. Now is that lull. Have i prepared myself? Yes. In all the ways i could. Am i ready? That i really don't know. Perhaps i need more convincing. Perhaps i need to believe more. To trust in something utterly and completely beyond my control. In the end, i can truly look back and say that i have truly given my all for this. Whatever the consequences. Now all i need is some convincing. To convince myself that indeed i have chosen the right course. More so, i need to find companions to walk with me on this road less travelled, who are willing to shoot for the stars with me.. The strength of one is not enough.. The further i proceed along this path, the less people i see around me.. and the more people i see falling by the wayside, having found a place on this road where they are content to remain. I cannot.. not because i do not want to.. im very tired already.. but because the destination i see is far more beautiful than anything that i have come across on this road.. So i willingly plod along, waving goodbye to my happy friends i leave behind.. and just keep on walking.. hoping at least to catch a glimpse of the destination i started towards when i finally reach my journey's end..
3 Comments:
You sound like Frodo.
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fabianlua, at 9:52 PM
heh.. very apt comparison. didnt think much of it til you mentioned it. but im not going to mount doom. somewhere better.. hahah. anyway i cant seem to access your fabianlua blog!! wads this with the limited access nonsense?
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eugene, at 8:38 AM
well i already invited u to read it, just that you didnt pick up that invite. emailed it to alphadraconis@hotmail
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fabianlua, at 3:28 PM
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