When Good Fruits Go Bad

Saturday, July 30, 2005

The Sailing Ship

The Sailing Ship

In uncharted waters i choose to sail
Leaving the world behind
Onwards and ahead i sail full steam
Uncertainty only i do find
Though others do i see beside me
not long do they last
For like an illusion and a dream
they become what is past
I sail ahead to an uncertain shore
though storms and tempests bestall me
for time and destiny compel me ever forward
to a future where i might be free.

- eugene

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Financial statement for 22/07/05 to 24/07/05

For 22/07/05

Gross income: $0/-

Gross expenditure breakdown:
  • Dinner at Scotts Food court (Beef noodles + Coke) : $4.30/-
  • Karaoke Session at Kbox : $29/-
  • Supper at Chomp Chomp (Oyster egg, Fried carrot cake, satay, sugar cane juice(large) ) :$11/-

Net Expenditure: $44.30/-

For 23/07/05

Gross income: $0/-

Gross expenditure breakdown

Dinner at East Coast Lagoon Hawker Centre consisting of:

  • Oyster egg (again) : $8/- (after subsidy: $5/-)
  • 1 chicken wing : $1/-
  • 7 1/2 satay: $3/-
  • Rex Power Mee Goreng: $3/-
  • Bubur Cha Cha (Cold): $2/- (Think i owe someone money here, dunno who)
  • McDonald's Ice Cream Cone: $0.50/-

Net expenditure: $17.50/-

For 24/07/05

  • Oyster egg (AGAIN!!) : Mum paid, so no count. =)
  • Dinner Fish & Co. Fish and Chips: $13.90
  • Service charge + GST: $1.80/-

Net Expenditure: $15.70/-

Total Gross Income: $0/-

Total Net Expenditure: $77.50/-

Total Net Income: -$77.50

Financial Forecast for 3rd Quarter 2005:

It doesnt look good for the poor boy from Bedok, but rest assured he will do wad he can to survive. Donations of peanuts would be most welcome!! =)

Veritas

The end of innocence is the beginning of wisdom.

The Real McCoy

You to me are Everything

I would take the stars out of the sky for you
Stop the rain from falling if you ask me to
I'd do anything for you
Your wish is my command
I could move a mountain when your hand is in my hand

Words cannot express how much you mean to me
There must be some other way to make you see
If it takes my heart and soul
You know I'll pay the price
Everything that i possess
I'd gladly sacrifice

You to me are everything
The sweetest song that I could sing
Oh baby.. oh baby..
To you i guess i'm just a clown
who picks you up each time you're down
Oh baby.. oh baby..
You give me just a taste of love to build my hopes upon
You know you've got the power girl to keep me holding on

Now you've got the best of me
Come on and take the rest of me
Oh baby..oh baby..

Monday, July 18, 2005

Odd, Even and Fractal Halves

Disclaimer: Boring stuff ahead. Read at your own risk.

Dun worry. This post is not on math. My math isn't qualified enough to post on. Its on an interesting observation i made while playing the LOTR risk game with some of the guys at Minds cafe on Friday. Given the normal rules of Risk, where the objective is to garner as much army and land as possbile, and also to kill peanut of course, LOTR Risk is rather different. I'll try to explain the rules a little more concisely for those who have not played before.

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Rule 1: There are 4 players, 2 good and 2 evil.

Rule 2: Standard engagement rules of Risk are applied.

Rule 3: The One Ring moves from the Shire to Mount Doom on a definite path.

Rule 4: Good wins when the ring reaches Mount Doom. Evil wins when the ring is discovered in the land they control.

Subrule 4a: When the ring is in a land controlled by the evil side, they get to roll 2 dice. If the point of the roll is 12 or more (double sixes), the ring is discovered.

Subrule 4b: Certain conditions allow additional points to be included in the die roll, so a die roll of 12 or more is more possbile to achieve.

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Alright then, the purpose of my boring you with these details was to show the huge number of variables present in the game, which makes it highly complex. Indeed, in addition to human variables as well, it is hugely complex. However, what i observed was that although the game was so complex, it was resolved in an extremely simplistic way due to time constraint. Good and evil rolled dice, and the larger number would win.

The interesting thing was not exactly the observation that a complex problem like that could be reduced to such a simple resolution, but the fact that this resolution would actually hold, no matter how many of such games were played. The winning or losing of the game is very simply based on your die roll being larger or smaller than your opponents. The many variables introduced in the game simply provide additional dimensions, not full dimensions, but fractal dimensions to the fundamental rolling of dice. The game is still won or lost by the score of the dice roll, but certain conditions allow additional points to be added to the roll.

I found this observation to be hugely similar to the idea (and observation) of recursive patterns and fractal theory. The occurence of these observations in nature are now reflected in a normal board game. This is not to say that scientific observations have not been garnered from board games, contrarily there has been a lot of research on board games. However, based on my very rudimentary knowledge of game theory, so far probabilty theory seems to be the driving component of game theory. I think the incorporation of fractal theory in the study of board games would prove to be in order for a better understanding of complex systems.

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Status Quo

"The status quo will not do"

- Mr Khaw Boon Wan, Minister of Health


He said this when Mr Durai consulted him on the course of action of NKF in the wake of the recent public outcry. Considering that this was the only recorded statement from Mr Khaw, it must mean something, or represent something of importance. However, try as i might, i am unable to decipher the message. I don't want to make any assumptions, but i think it ties in very well with the various statements reported by Durai, Mrs GCT, and Mrs Ho. Indeed, the status quo will not do. Bye bye Durai. You're out.

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Close Encounters of the Turd Kind

I am absolutely infuriated. I am so mad i feel like chopping his balls off and stomping on them. I am absolutely appalled at the sheer greed and arrogance of this man. If he can even be called one.

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Mr Singh asked: 'The man who earns $1,000 a month who donates $50... every month thinking that it is going to save lives, should they not know that that is the kind of money you earn?' Replied Mr Durai: 'I don't see the need for him to know.'

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WHAT!?!? You arrogant turd! You insolent lump of crap!! You are not only a pile of shit in a puddle of piss. You are a mountain of constipated faeces in an ocean of undiluted urine!!!

I hate it when Man rears his ugly head. It makes me feel that humans are hopeless. It makes me feel helpless and very angry. I hope that he realises the wrong of his actions, words and intentions. But i also hope that people, the public, do not get discouraged by the happenstance of one black sheep, and continue be open to the needs of others, less fortunate or no.

Sunday, July 10, 2005

War and Peace

Unfortunately, I haven't read the book.

Fortunately, this post is not about the book.

Its about a retreat/camp i went to during the weekend. It was supposed to be some kind of spiritual soul searching thingy which is so characteristic of these religious camps. Well then.. supposed to be huh. Well, perhaps i was the exception, cause while everyone else was fervently in prayer and reflection, i was trying very hard not to lose consciousness. Fortunately, i succeeded. Unfortunately, i couldn't differentiate the periods which i did. SO. It ended with me not doing much of soul searching. But i did have a lot of fun tho, which was the primary reason for me not being able to stay conscious. No, no alcohol. Religious affair man! =P

Wad happened was that the camp did not have a compulsory stay in policy, so it ended up with everyone deciding not to stay the night except for myself and another person. Also, the chalet we booked was one of those Changi colonial chalets, which are humongous! Their toilets are like the size of my bedroom and they have one toilet for every bedroom!! They have like 8 bedrooms altogether by the way. So it was one huge mansion just for the two of us. Fun huh? Well. Unfortunately, the other person was a guy. Fortunately, he happened to know a bunch of orienation campers who were having their orientation next door. So, it ended up with me having an extremely good time with a bunch of strangers (now friends) talking cock and an all-night bridge session! =)))

Is there any situation more chaotic than war? No? Yes, there is. Sitting in a Nissan March with 4 other generously sized middle aged women travelling at an average of 30km/h from Changi to Bedok, with all of them shouting (quite loudly, I might add) directions (not all correct, I might add) to the driver (not very sober, I might add). Never again, I rather walk next time.

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

On the Nature of Relativity and the Heisenberg Uncertainty Principle

Disclaimer: You choose to read the below post at the risk of your own sanity. ie. its pretty boring for the uninitiated.


I was walking down the road yesterday when i was thinking about the phenomenon of why it always seems that there are more people travelling in the opposite direction of myself than traveling in the same direction, even given that the equal distribution of people within the area. For those who know me better, i probably did mention my little hypothesis that the reason for this was becoz the people coming towards me in the opposite direction were doing so at an increasing rate due to the addition of relative velocities. So alternately there would seem to be relatively fewer people travelling on the same road as me.

Then i thought about the nature of acceleration, which in the theory of relativity is equatable to gravitation. However, i decided to use a simpler view. If something is moving away or towards you at an increasing rate, it means that that thing is accelerating relative to you. For those who are familiar with relativity, you would know the idea of frames, and each object would possess its own individual frame of spacetime. So, based on the above analogy of people walking on the street, it would be easy for me to perceive the people coming towards me, but a little more difficult to perceive people moving away from me. This is because, as i mentioned earlier, the rate of people moving towards me is greater. This is pretty similar to observing anything else in the universe. One sees something better when it comes towards you. (I might be assuming a little here, cos im kinda basing on my five senses).

Here's the tricky part. One would be able to observe these people moving towards and away from you but find it difficult to predict the speed of which they are traveling unless one specifies an instant. Also, it would be difficult to specify their absolute position if they were continuously moving. Heisenberg's Uncertainty Principle states exactly these exactly this phenomenon in a nutshell, that one cannot tell accurately both the momentum and position of a particle. The problem here is because there is no absolute frame of reference, and everything travels relative to each other. However, as i mentioned earlier, it is often easier to see people moving towards yourself.

Hence, what i am postulating is the the Uncertainty Principle does hold for most cases, in which one cannot ascertain both speed and position of a particular particle, but this is due to the fact that this particle is moving with respect to you. However, it is possible, though extremely rare, that one finds a particle moving at exactly the same speed in the same direction as oneself. Take into consideration the the role of the observer as well, it is usually due to the fact that the observer is counted as a stationary frame that one always observes the maintenence of the Principle. However, if it might be possible that identical velocities could be obtained for all frames (to be observed), one would be able to ascertain the postion of the object of interest, hence breaching the Uncertainty Principle. (I don't know if the opposite is possible, ie same position to infer velocity)

Yupz, that's it, just had to get it off my chest. =)

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Hope, Beauty, Truth and Love

The yatch party on Sat was a blast!! Kudos to rex and his very rich friend for organising it. =) That being said, i must thank and apologise to chenhong for puking in his brand new car but still getting me home in the end. Lolz! But that was some party huh. Felt like i was in Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous. Spent sunday morning atoning for my sins. heh. Slight hangover, though not as bad as my previous one, think mr liver must be getting quite used to it.

Funny enough, i'm strangely clear headed when im drunk, although walking straight seems to be a problem. Like the eye of the storm, calm while the rest of the world spins around you. Sorry.. couldnt avoid that poetic reference. =) I'm waiting for updates on wad an ass i made of myself at the party. Thanks very much to my own concoction, which i think against the grain of cool names which such alcoholic concoctions are usually called, i decided to christian it with a name with more symbolic meaning. My creation: Hope, Beauty, Truth and Love.

Recipe:
  • 1/6 tequila.
  • 1/6 absolut mandarin
  • 1/6 tonic water
  • 1/2 ribena
Tequila is hope, which is sweet yet strong. It is a testament to the desert cactus from which it is made, which thrives in such harsh conditions, but the product of which is ever so sweet.

Vodka is beauty, which is the most intoxicating of all. It is harsh, yet it warms the spirit. Its clarity belies its hidden strength. The flavour of mandarins is the character of beauty, parches you and leaves you wanting more.

Tonic water is truth, which is bittersweet. It does not taste good on its own, ever needing the other elements of the mixture to soften its bite.

Ribena is love, which is all pervading. It gives colour to the other elements and accentuates their flavour, but at the same time providing its own unique flavour over the others. Love is what completes the mixture and makes it whole.